A Girlfriend's Kundalini Awakening Through Sex

A Girlfriend's Kundalini Awakening Through Sex - Penile Shakti

Summary

An overview of the kundalini awakening symptoms my girlfriend had six weeks into our relationship.

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2026.1.4.

Let me get into some symptoms that are not mine, but my girlfriends'. Maybe 10 years ago my girlfriend, well behfore I met her, had what I would call spiritual symptoms. Energy movements, heightened feelings and sensations, et cetera. It was all very strange to her. Coming from a conservative Christian background, she did her best to deny them as they did not fit into any understanding of normalcy that her community had provided her. In other words, she lacked a road map. A better understanding is provided for in the Hindu yogic traditions. Mystic Indians made spirituality and enlightenment a science. They had names and descriptions for everything an aspirant might encounter, and a comprehensive system to understand how each experience or insight is part of a greater whole, a whole with purpose and direction. We have much to learn from the Hindus. In this girl's case, which is typical for many Westerners facing emergent subtle phenomenon, she suppressed it and, over time, this potential, this spiritual communication faded.

In the short six weeks that we have been dating, we have had maybe three sexual contacts. One being an afternoon and the other two being two consecutive nights. Here's what she has shared with me. Some of the thrusts of my penis into her vagina have coincided with energy or pressure bursts in her brain and against her eyes from inside the brain. Also, the sex, including unprotected sex where I ejaculated inside of her, left her uterus feeling altered. She had a sense of butterflies and a pronounced conscious connection to her uterus that she did not have before. Like many women, she is very connected to her body. For example, she is able to feel which ovary she ovulates from. And given her experience of spiritual movement that she has placed a lid on for the past ten years, and given the purity and intensity of the love she has shown me, I would hazard to say that she is a spectacular candidate for spiritual unfoldment and flowering in the etheric realm. We spoke last night. She shared that she had numerous lightning bolt sensations in her spine and a feeling of heat and intensity throughout her body. She was afraid. I shared with her the basic validation and caution that is presented throughout my website. I referred to the Zen book, "Chop Wood, Carry Water," a book I have not read, but I take to be a reference to the importance of grounding your spiritual insight -- your brushes with overwhelm, even madness -- with the mundane rituals, expectations, and necessities of one's base social, occupational, and personal activities and routines. On top of that, I recommended to her that she lay down and go inward when necessary as well as, and what I've been most reliant on in my own path, engaging in long duration walking or other physical activity through which the body mind is integrated, and excess energy released, in a safe way that is most harmonious with one's physical vehicle.

As I shared, when I was a student in college, I might wake up and roll out of bed at midnight or 1:00 AM and embark upon a three hour walk. This is what spirit required. Or this is what my body required in order to be a fit vehicle for the massive energetic developments within me. I told her to listen to her intuition. Listen to her body. Trust the process. Don't fight it. And, for God's sake, do not medicate or drug this auspicious, developmental process away. It seems like she was able to sleep through the night and is even more dedicated to and trusting of me than ever. So far, so good!

Apparently, she's been having near continuous dreams about me and even feelings or sightings of me as light phenomena around her. Of course, I deflected all of this, describing her as a bhakta, that is, a spiritual aspirant on a path of love. I told her that this was the highest path, and the path associated with the most powerful and positive outcomes. I consider myself a bhakta as well. I told her that I was only as strong and as helpful as the completeness of my submission to God, or Holy Spirit. I told her that her vision of me -- my presence in front of her -- was merely a stand in for the Holy Spirit or for Jesus or for the Higher Power Itself. And that the primary or motivating principle here was the purity and intensity of her devotion and love. It wasn't me per se. Again, I'm no stronger or helpful than my devotion to Holy Spirit. In other words, we are all in this together and, regardless, she is a phenomenal aspirant. I shared with her a definition of "bhakta" I had found: "A Hindu bhakta is a devotee or worshiper who expresses deep emotional and personal devotion to a deity or the divine. This devotion is often characterized by love, surrender, and a desire for a close relationship with God, and can be expressed through various means such as poetry, music, and worship practices." She found this helpful.

My girlfriend was concerned with the considerable heat and intensity she felt throughout her body. I shared some stories from a friend of mine based on his vipassana meditation retreats. During intensive meditation exceptional heat can be generated in the body. I think I told her that sometimes the skin peels off. While I think that is a stretch, I wouldn't be surprised if there is some peeling at times. I also pointed to the phenomena of growth pains that children have in their joints during growth spurts. I shared my belief that the development and progress of the Holy Spirit in the body -- that is adapting the body to a heightened consciousness and a life of service -- is derived from the same root energy that causes this basic growing pain that all humans experience. Meaning that it is an entirely appropriate developmental phenomenon.

In sum, my girlfriend has had exceptional energy movements throughout her body, including her brain and sexual regions, her arms and her legs and everywhere, mirroring the explosion of energy at the base of my spine back in 1985. I would describe hers as an auspicious and very normal kundalini awakening. I told her that all of the symptoms that she shared with me were positive in nature and can be located on a continuum of what is normal and to be expected on this path. Nothing aberrant or concerning there. I told her that she should focus on being able to manage her personal affairs, her responsibilities to her family and to her employment, and being able to sleep. And I kind of chuckled as I relayed a statement from the guru Adi Da, who claimed that one of his female disciples who was experiencing energetic phenomena, was indebted to what he described as "penile shakti." Lol. That is, blessing and anointment and transmission through the penis. Lol. But this only works if the man or woman transmitting this energy is submitted to and blessed by the Holy Spirit; and if the recipient or disciple is "ready."

On a personal note, I am pleased to think that my presence played a role in the emergence, or reemergence of spiritual phenomena in this woman. If that is the case, and I have little reason to think that it is not, this means that the residual blessing by the Holy Spirit still exists within me and still has a transformative potential in others. I do know that on this short 4.25 mile walk that I do each day, going up 950 feet in elevation and then returning by the same route, there are 2 women that seek my attention routinely. Meaning that it is common for me to come across somebody -- and whether they are a 45 year old Vietnamese, or a 23 year old Hawaiian, or a 30 year old Caucasian -- that my presence is felt to be attractive by a range of women. In any event, the spiritual manifestations in this woman have as much to do with her own internal capacity for love, passion, and devotion as they do anything originating outside of her. I do know that I ignored or deflected her advances for a good three years before allowing the relationship to proceed. So, I guess I have my own metric or scale by which I measure another's worthiness of association with me. By all accounts, it appears that I have sifted some wheat from the chaffe here. I feel blessed even as the spiritual identity of a hate-filled would be ex-girlfriend remains lodged in my heart, traumatizing me daily.

I will share or relay a deeper analysis of this woman's symptoms when I have had a chance to interview her more, if she is willing to share. I pray that she maintains her sense of sanity and fulfills her social and occupational duties at this time. Godspeed.

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