Mother Shakti Goddess Transmission Observations

Mother Shakti Goddess Transmission Observations

On this page are links to observations and commentaries regarding two women I was blessed to have met who transmitted phenomenal energy. These women, though beautiful in their own right, had a spectacular energetic presence that was capable of binding men to them. I would say that the intellectual interest and existential force that I applied to my interactions with these women was second only to that attending my own internal wrestling with Mother Shakti Herself who has dwelled in me for the past 34 years. Kundalini awakening is said often to trigger cravings if its unfoldment becomes stuck in one developmental area or another. In these cases your weaknesses and imperfections rather than clarifying or dissolving can become amplified. While I don't think this has been the case with me, it's definitely true that I am an "energy junkie" in terms of who it is that I seek to be around or to share my body with. For me -- if we can put compassion and ethical conduct aside -- it's all about energy. I received an embrace from the reportedly enlightened hugging saint, Amachi. She hugs thousands of people per day when she is on a darshan tour. Amachi's transmission was less than 1/10th the force transmitted by the two incredible women I describe. It's the difference between a weak tea and a double cappuccino. The first woman I met was a 22 year old mother of two in Hawaii. The second was just 12 years old, but was an energetic prodigy in her own right. I will include posts here and there on other psychic and endocrine system related incidents involving other women who might have shown me more had we had more time. The two I focus on the most are those who I spent more time with and who pursued me with great determination. My hope some day is to have a child with a Shakti-transmitting woman. That's the only kind of woman I am interested in passing my genetic lineage through. I'd feel bored and underutilized with anyone else. I have my doubts that this will ever happen, however. There is a tremendous tendency toward darkness, lack of intellectual honesty, and psychic control of the male partner in most women of this sort. As I am constitutionally incapable of living under anyone's thumb but God's, I don't know if I'll ever be with such a woman. My hope is that I'll find a subtle energy channeling girl with more of a trusting, transparent nature -- though still holding on to the various mysteries in her manner of being that make her who she is -- and that we will somehow be able to bend enough to make it work. That's my dream at least, and I will take that over a compromised reality. I don't need to have offspring of my own. There are enough human beings on the planet as it is; I touch many lives already as a teacher; and this website is testimony enough, in terms of radical social propagation, of how I view the world.

1) Transmission of Shakti from guru to initiate to open the third eye and increase reception of spiritual knowledge. 2) Spiritual energy can be seen in the human iris. 3) Female form in a vortex of energy with particularly intense zones at the ovaries, the hands, and above the head. 4-5) Hindu goddess, Lakshmi, a representation of shakti or life force, also referred to as Divine Mother, with four arms and a halo of light behind her. 6) Kali, Hindu goddess of death, time, and sexuality. Kali represents motherly love as well as sexual fulfillment. With the false or limited self held as a decapitated head in one of her four hands, Kali stands or dances on her consort, the Hindu god Shiva, who lies calm and prostrate beneath her. 7) Nikolas Tesla quote: "If you want to find the secrets of the universe, think in terms of energy, frequency, and vibration." 8) Artist Alex Gray's rendering of spiritual communion in the act of lovemaking, with energetic intensity noted in the chest, sexual region, and brain. 9) The sacred geometry of human coitus in the form of a sexual hexagram, the bringing together of above and below, of man and woman -- of opposites -- to form a perfect union. 10-11) Artistic representations of lovemaking, with an emphasis on light, color, merging, and the consumption of the male principle by the female principle in the transcendent act of creating new life. 12) Rays of light emanating from the energetically elevated human form, merging the isolated consciousness with the cosmos around (and within) him or her.

Introductory Posts

November 19, 2017 (Light Shining In The Face - A Selfless Stare - Spiritual Identification - Sexual Idealization - Male Archetype - Aspirational Recognition)

June 12, 2019 (Astral Body - Succubus - Kundalini - Descent Of Shakti II - Sexual Awakening - Pranic Parasitism - OR - How I Killed The Astral Body Of A 14 Year Old Girl And Came To Be Plagued By A Succubus Implant)

June 4, 2020 (Succubus Facts, Behaviors, and Intentions)

October 22, 2019 (On The Life And Death Of A Succubus - OR - How To Survive Your Demonic Possession)

2022.12.4. Succubus Investigations - 2022-2023

November 26, 2021 (Succubus Essays)

2023.9.16. Voice Memo (26:43) (What happens to the woman's embedded astral body upon her mate's death? Latest etheric happenings.)

2023.9.24.b Voice Memo (Inverted Kundalini symptoms, etc.)

General Posts

2023.10.13. Voice Memo (77:41) (Frontal Line vs Gastrointestinal Tract)

May 27, 2023: Voice Memo, 32 minutes, lines of pain from heart going down into hip socket, knee joint, big toes, and shoulder sockets, causing heat and inflammation, thank you succubus!

2022.12.27. Voice Memo, 60 minutes, succubus thoughts.

2022.11.13. Voice Memo, 37 minutes, more succubus considerations.

July 31, 2021 Voice Memo (23 minutes) (Succubus-Kundalini Conflict - Generating Etheric Energy Via Fasting - COVID Zombies)

July 26, 2021 Voice Memo (1:11) (The Importance of Emotional Intensity in Whole Body Enlightenment - Amrit Nadi as Shared Pathway in Transcendental Consciousness with Kundalini as Chaperone When the Astral Bodies of a Man and a Woman Merge)

July 25, 2021 Voice Memo (Overview Of 4 Day Fast And God's Placing Layer Of Protection In Chest To Buffer My Heart And Circulatory System From Ongoing Psychic Attack) (47 minutes)

July 18, 2021 (It Is Darkest Before The Dawn? Ongoing Blog Post On Swan Song Turned Water Fast And On Day 3 Of Fast Kundalini Fireworks Emerge - Can I Hold On Long Enough To Earn My Emancipation?)

July 14, 2021 Voice Memo (Succubus Gathers Force; Failure And Death Abound; A Prayer For Help) (50min)

June 29, 2021 Voice Memo (Temporary Abatement of Brain Fog and Etheric Attack)

June 26, 2021 Voice Memo (Latest Succubus and COVID Commentary, 33 minutes)

June 14, 2021 (Voice Memo: I Will Never Be Safe Or Free While The Succubus Dwells Within Me)

February 6, 2021 (b): (The Holy Trinity Of Man, Woman, and Holy Spirit all Merged and Indwelling in the Male Body - Voice Memo)

February 6, 2021 (c): (How A Succubus Broke A Man's Solar Plexus Chakra After 50 Orgasms and No Sleep Over a Two-Day Period - Voice Memo)

January 23, 2021: On Succubi and Spiritual Contests with the Holy Spirit (Voice Memo 1, Voice Memo 2)

2020.12.27. 46:47. Voice Memo: I feel like I am slowly losing the battle here. There are two main points of this discussion. One is how my spiritual path has been one dedicated to serving the body and amplifying the body's physiologic and energetic wellbeing. It is because of this that God made possible the loud "voice" of my sinoatrial node and the descent of Grace into my chest and body. It also makes possible a man's conscious union with a specially created female partner whose purpose is to match and share in just such a physiological manifestation of Spirit. However, having been caught in a spiritual halfway house for the past 26 years, not fully accepting the descent of Spirit into my physical body due to heightened conduction of manmade EMF, a very special woman made an enormous mistake by wedding her spirit to mine. I was forced to choose God or to choose her, due to my immature, incomplete state. By rejecting her, and also rejecting God's subsequent attempts at my material enlightenment, I came to be beset the past two years by the inverse of this feminine astral form. People call this antagonistic and opposite astral manifestation a "succubus." While the astral body seeks absolute union with her chosen man, the succubus seeks absolute destruction. It is just how God, and the karmic wheels He set in motion for life, operate. My physical strength is waning, and it is hard to fast to gain my release as my employment and broader circumstances are challenging, and as the succubus works overtime causing false hunger pangs in my esophagus, as well as heart racing and misfirings in amrit nadi, for hours on end.

April, 2020: Comment on Kundalini as Lucifer energy (*). I am tired of wrestling with this "demon" that has plagued me for the past year. I find myself increasingly disillusioned by my inner torment. I can't break free without God's help, and He has been, basically, AWOL for quite some time, the largely absent keymaster of the prison cell or "intermediate zone" that the succubus and me are trapped in. I can see how some Christians may reject all of this energy movement. But then, isn't it the case that numerous Christian renunciates over the ages have had visions and energetic experiences, with canonization of people deemed to have been saints not occurring for hundreds of years after death because no one is sure really whether it was demons or God they were in contact with? What I am saying is that becoming a Christian doesn't always protect you or give you a more clear interpretive lens.

November 7, 2019 (Voice Memo RE: Succubus, 41 minutes)

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